Simply because it represents my life. Unfinished business, places that I never visited, dreams that I never worked hard enough to make them come true, postponed plans, and the lack of will power to finish what I started. (refer to "about me").
Simply because I have a small problem or fault. I always was a perfectionist. I never finished anything because I was never satisfied with my performance, never satisfied with the outcome although I frequently realise that it was more than others expect. But this is me and I cannot change easily. In fact I started a change in my life already, I started doing a few things that I always wanted to do, and hopefully I don't quit this time. Thanks for still checking my blog ya Mohaly. Aah, one of the things I started doing is reading blogs again, and maybe write something every now and then here in mine.
This post is having a perfect explanation about this topic. Key point of this post is valuable information. Many things are now clear to me. I am thankful for this post.
Each thing I do I rush through so I can do
something else. In such a way do the days pass -
a blend of stock car racing and the never
ending building of a gothic cathedral.
Through the windows of my speeding car, I see
all that I love falling away: books unread,
jokes untold, landscapes unvisited. And why?
What treasure do I expect in my future?
Rather it is the confusion of childhood
loping behind me, the chaos in the mind,
the failure chipping away at each success.
Glancing over my shoulder I see its shape
and so move forward, as someone in the woods
at night might hear the sound of approaching feet
and stop to listen, then, instead of silence
he hears some creature trying to be silent.
What else can he do but run? Rushing blindly
down the path, stumbling, struck in the face by sticks;
the other ever closer, yet not really
hurrying or out of breath, teasing its kill.
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and why aren't u doing it ya Gypo?
Simply because I have a small problem or fault. I always was a perfectionist. I never finished anything because I was never satisfied with my performance, never satisfied with the outcome although I frequently realise that it was more than others expect. But this is me and I cannot change easily.
In fact I started a change in my life already, I started doing a few things that I always wanted to do, and hopefully I don't quit this time.
Thanks for still checking my blog ya Mohaly.
Aah, one of the things I started doing is reading blogs again, and maybe write something every now and then here in mine.
كنت بتمشي في مدونتي
http://crystal-oasis.blogspot.com/2007/12/blog-post_13.html
تدوينة قديمة قوي عشان اشوف الكلام اتطور ازاي ولقيت تعليقك قلت ازورك واشوف وصلت لفين ؟
السؤال بتاعك دايما بيرن في وجداني ليه بدأت التدوين ؟ ولحد دلوقتي بعد 5 سنين مش لاقية الرد عندي
دايما والدتي كانت تقولي اني ببتدي اي حاجة بحماس بس مبكملهاش
ياريت تكمل تدوين :)
تحياتي
سماح
This post is having a perfect explanation about this topic. Key point of this post is valuable information. Many things are now clear to me. I am thankful for this post.
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